it will all me my fault anyways
i took more pills than i should have,. in the shower i could imagine myself===== someone finding me and saying nosh== no se didn’t overdorse=. she just had quite a but more.it made me laugh.
i ellrelapsed on self harm and it feel s good and it n i t f eels ok
i am sad i did it. it makes me dsf that i gelt the need snd the want ti di wimethinglike that
but I’m glad i did because it feels like the bad stuff if boxing hut of my body. ooxing ooxinf oozing ,
thae bad things are going out of my body,
i relapsed. i n m n o t ok.
== i sm sort of trying
but everyone lkeeps leaving anyway’
so what us the [[pont
there is no point.