January 31st, 2014

My mom is yelling at my brother right now because he got a C on his report card. I have a feeling that he is going down the same road I went down. A road of depression and anxiety. I feel really bad because I know how horrible it feels and I know that he will be even worse when I leave for university.
My mom has a tendency to yell a lot and play the victim. She is manipulative and she gas lights. She is so, so manipulative.
I can’t wait to leave this place but I don’t want to leave my brother but I also don’t want to be responsible for him because I don’t think I’m mature enough for that yet.

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